No Laughing Matter

wow.. im reminiscing and giggling a bit, how un-masculine of me.

i just got home from watching wedding crashers with my friends. aw god that movie cracked me up good. i needed a laugh like plants need sunlight. sooo tired though, been up since 8am but its saturday and thats too damn early for a sleepy-head like me. had things to do, change the car oil, buy a computer chair, buy a bookshelf. amazingly all that fit in my volkswagen. the cars a cave i tell you. its more spacious than it seems. heh. well point of me making another journal so soon was to say, this is only a possibility and not quite yet confirmed, that i might go back to manila later this year for 2-3weeks. I dont know when so dont ask, i dont know exactly for how long so dont ask, i dont know if i'll tell any of you when im there already coz i like seeing the looks on peoples faces when i come a knockin' on their doors at night. but im saving up for the trip hopefully a good round number like a thousand bucks should keep me goin for 3weeks. im excited to go back but then again i dont wanna be consumed by the life i lived there and be too lazy to come back here. it was hard enough saying goodbye to everything i knew and liked about manila, and seeing that i may visit.. i'll hafta say it again. im at a dilemma, i wanna go and see all my old friends, but its really gonna suck to say goodbye again i dont know when i'll be back. this is some deep, emotional bs right here lol. owel. we'll see, time always tells.

and mac, i decided not to sell my car. im not done tinkering. i want to accomplish more with it now that i have funds and the technical know-how to get what i want..
i want a title, i want a number. do you know what that title is? what that number is? and its not ten. hehe.